So the last few days have been a little crazy, and they've gone by so fast! Monday I got back from my cruise...that was the craziest day ever! Woke up at 6am Florida time, got to the airport a little after 7, our plane left Florida at 9am, we flew for 4 hours to Denver...however the time in Denver was roughly 11:30am...so we flew for 4 hours but only went ahead 2 hours in time. Our plane from Denver was supposed to leave at 12:15, but it was delayed. So we left Denver at 1:00pm and arrived in Milwaukee by a little after 4pm but we had been flying for like 2 and a half hours...I don't know it had be all mixed up and I never knew what time or day it was. Papa, Malissa, and Jordan picked us up from the airport and they had Starbucks waiting for us! That was so nice of them, it was much needed. I felt bad for Donna because she felt real sick on the flight home from Denver. We got our bags and then came home and unpacked my bags. After that I realized I needed to do laundry really bad. So my wonderful sissy Malissa came with me to the laundry mat to get all our laundry done. Came home and wrote a blog, then went to bed. Yesterday I worked 8-6pm, the day was long and crazy busy because I had to catch up on things from while I was gone. By the time I got home I was so tired. Tonight I got sushi and had a nice talk with Jordan....kind of funny that a lot of my good talks are with an 8 year old. Sometimes she seems so wise beyond her years. She totally listens and gets what I say. Its really kind of crazy...I can talk to her about how I feel about work stuff, stuff with random little things, and things about Chad. She totally gets it! Tonight I picked her up to watch her for Malissa, we stopped at Walgreens and she was in a crappy mood because Papa was making her do all this extra times table stuff. So we had a nice talk on the way to pick up food. Afterwards she said to me, "Sissy, you always make me feel better! Whenever I'm down or in a bad mood you help, and then I feel better!" It melted my heart when she said that. I told her that she does the same with me...she makes me feel better all the time!
I'm sad to say that my vision hasn't changed back to normal yet...if it even will at all. I can see things far away but anything I have to read or type I can't see and have to use reading glasses. To top it off, I keep forgetting that I need the glasses to see things...I'll start to read something and I'll see blur and realize that, "oh yea I need the glasses to see!"
Lastly, I'm running down to the last minute on my book club books....I have one done so far, which is The Shack, which I highly recommend! The other ones I have to finish by next Wednesday are The Hunger Games (book 1), and The Stolen Life.
I said above that that was the last thing I wanted to say, but I have one other thing on my mind that I wasn't going to mention but I think I'll feel better if I just talk about it. I've been thinking a lot about Chad (my ex) and we've always had this weird connection thing where we can get this feeling that the other is off in someway or not doing well, you know? Something to that sort. I've been having that feeling that for a bit now...so as much as shouldn't care, I do care, always have, always will. I don't know if he reads this or not, but I sincerely hope that he is OK, and if something is going on that he will make it through it, and that he isn't a bad person, or a piece of shit...that he can be a good person, I know he can, he just has to believe in himself and start making better decisions....because you only get one chance in life, so you should make it the best one. No regrets, and no what ifs. Lastly (I promise it really is the last thing), I just want him to know that I'm always here, I'll always love him, he just has to say the word and I'll be there!
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