Last night I had dinner with my aunt and uncle, I think I mentioned that in last nights blog. Last night I was reading before going to bed. I've made deal with myself that if I have something during the day that makes me think of Chad (i.e. like a song, car, saying etc) I will not contact him or text him unless it is still weighing heavy on my mind by the end of the night. Yesterday I heard this new song from Tim McGraw. It's called Better than I used to be.
I heard this song on my way to work yesterday for the first time, and it instantly made me think of Chad. I know lots of people think Chad is this horrible person that has hurt me time after time. But, I've forgiven him for the past...I'll never forget but I do forgive. People get lost and take the wrong road and make poor decisions, but you live and you learn. Thinking of this song reminding me of Chad was still weighing heavy on my mind at quarter to 12 so I texted him with just the name of the song and the artist. His response at 4am was I bet. I told him that it was a new song by him and it made me think of him. He asked why all of a sudden I texted him....I said that it made me think of him and I knew that if I didn't say anything to him it'd bug me. He said he liked the song. I was up all night getting sick :( Today I saw Hunger Games with Auntie Mary, I tried eating some pretzel bites and my tummy was feeling OK. I went to get my nails done and I had to wait forever but they look beautiful. I went out to dinner with Malissa and Papa at Ruby Tuesday...and now my tummy's not feeling so great :( Why can't I eat anything without getting a tummy ache? I hope I'm not up all night again! Momma Donna is working all weekend, and I miss her!
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