So you'd think on my Saturday off that I would/could sleep in but NO, I was up before 8am and couldn't go back to sleep, just kind of laying there. As I'm laying there Momma Donna texts me and says, "Are you awake?", and I say, "Yes". I go upstairs then because when I usually text her that I go up and lay in bed with her. So I get up there and all the dogs are on the bed, then comes my lil mister Ollie. He follows me everywhere, I go downstairs, he goes, I go upstairs, he goes...get the drift? So I layed in bed and cuddled with Momma Donna. I know, I know, I'm 23 and I'm cuddling with my "mom". But you know what? I really don't care what anyone else thinks because 1) I love her bed, it's sooooo comfy and 2) I just love cuddling with her, she plays with my hair and we talk. We talked about lots of stuff, and I cried (what's new though, right?)...seems like I've been doing that a lot lately. I don't know what's wrong with me....okay, maybe I do know what's wrong with me, but I hate feeling this way! Wish I could just push a button and just feel normal, happy, content, motivated, decisive, and like I'm actually going somewhere in life. I sure as hell don't feel any of that right now. After cuddling for awhile, my auntie Mary had texted me asking me what I was doing for the day, and I told her nothing really. What I really wanted to do, is crawl into bed and not wake up for a few months, maybe even years, then maybe everything would be right again. She asked me to hang out with her and my uncle today so I got in the shower and got ready. They picked me up and went to lunch at this little sandwich place in West Allis. It was pretty good! We then went to the grocery store and went back to her house. My uncle just got back from a business trip, he was gone 2 weeks. He just got back from Japan yesterday. He brought me back these ramen noodle chocolate covered things. So I tried one and it was sweet tasting at first but then the after taste hit you and I wanted to gag/vomit. My uncle asked if I liked it....at first I was going to be nice and tell a little white lie, however they were so bad that I don't think I could not make a face and lie. So I told him it was NASTY! I asked him if he actually tried them, and he said no! I said ok well since I tried it, you have to too. Him and my aunt tried one and they both made the same face I had. Teehee! My aunt and I went to Pier One to look for some stuff to finish decorating her newly painted room. We then went to the mall, I wanted to look at winter coats but didn't find one that I absolutely loved. We got mini little massages from the asian people that do the 20 minute massages, which felt nice and relaxing. We went to Barnes and Noble (because books always cheer me up!). Auntie Mary bought me 4 books and then we got coffee and pumpkin cheesecake from Starbucks, sure was yummy! She dropped me off at home and I finished another book called "Clean". I started another book called "Chain Reaction", its a sequel to some other books I read. Oh and I took a little cat nap as well. Then just a little bit ago I ordered sushi for me, and peppersteak for papa and momma donna. Jordan was cleaning out some cubards and found these draw liner things that was rolled up like a newspaper and all of a sudden Ollie (my cat) comes running in the living room with the roll of stuff in his mouth, like a dog! The thing was like as big as him. I swear he should have been a dog, glad he's not really a dog though because I'm much more of a car person. On my way to get sushi I heard one of my favorite songs right now by Brad Paisley and Carrie Underwood, "Remind Me".....love, love, love that song! It's now stuck in my head. For those of you that don't know the song, here's the video for it below.
They are just so awesome together for this song. The song brings back memories.....as it says, "But I don't want to settle for good not great I miss the way that it felt back then I wanna feel that way again, Been so long that you'd forget the way I used to kiss your neck, Remind me, remind me, So on fire so in love. Way back when we couldn't get enough, Remind me, remind me..." Favorite part of the song right there. I definitely want to feel that way again!
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