Today I feel: irritated, spent, burnt out, tired, sore, betrayed, achy, and lastly today I feel like I hate the world. This just sucks because I've been doing really well and not having so much up's and downs. I woke up with the worst tummy ache....then got to work to walk dogs in the rain. Not to mention that every single dog we have in right now have no manners, won't stop barking, won't stop messing up there cages, don't know how to walk on a leash, and just plain don't listen. I just want this day to be over, and that tomorrow goes fast because I need to get on that plane and be gone, away from it all for awhile. No work, no cats, no dogs, no papa, no Malissa, no Jordan, no Josh, no laundry, no dishes, no cat boxes, and no just cleaning up after everyone in this house. I will be free for 11 days! It is amazing!
I also wanted to say that if you've tried texting, calling, emailing, or facebooked me and I didn't respond, please don't take it personally....I have a lot on my mind this week. I have a gazillion things going through my head...I need to pack my suitcase so that all my clothes fit in it, and that I can still fit my bathroom and hair product stuff. I also need to do laundry before I go because I don't want it sitting there when I get back.
I just have to get through one more day of work from 8-6pm and then I'm free! I haven't mentioned Chad so far, and I don't know if you all like to hear about my stuff going on in my head about him or not..or if you guys are just sick of it. Today, I can honestly say that I just don't care anymore....I just want to focus on me and get better and more stable.
Well, that's all for tonight....look for another post tomorrow night!
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