Sorry

I am so sorry to all of you that read my blog.  I have been so busy and not very enthused to write a blog post.  Things have been kind of crazy.  The house is coming along.  The walls are getting painted, flooring is being put in, windows...and all that other stuff.  I picked out my bedroom furniture and  I think I am in love with my new mattress....I can't wait to sleep on it!  Nothing too knew, went to the Dells for a weekend which was nice.  Not as nice as it would be because it was going from a hotel room to a hotel room, but it was nice non the less.  Works been busy.  I'm back on my mission of working out and losing weight, I need to.  I'm missing my kitties like crazy.  I'm waiting for my Ollie boy to come back to me.  Sage said in the next 6 months and that he would find me, that I can't look.  I'm sick of waiting, I just want him back so much it hurts.  Emotionally I have been pretty good..I have my moments, but my moments are now left to when I am alone.  I don't want others to see them, might get them irritated or angry again.  I miss our house, I miss letting the dogs out in the yard and not having to walk them and get tied up like a mummy, I miss my room, I miss my bed, I miss my blankie, I miss my books, I miss my bookshelf, I miss my clothes, I miss my ihome, but mostly I miss being home as a family in our living room watching one of our shows....that and missing my cats more than anything.  I miss all that stuff (belongings wise) but it's not all that important to me.  We all miss what we used to have, I hate change.  New stuff is nice but I'd give up all of it to just have my cats back and all my old stuff.  Also, let me tell you, hotel life isn't all that great...maybe for like a week or 2 but after that it sucks!  Another side note, if you've texted me, called me, or tried to contact me in these last few months and I haven't responded or declined invitations to get together, don't take it personally...we've been working on our inventory for our house like crazy.  I live, breathe, and sleep inventory. I even think about it when I am at work.  If I'm not doing it, I am thinking about it.  I hope all is well with everyone though.  Hopefully soon I'll have pictures of the house being finished and my room and all that.