Food for thought

Haven't written since Wednesday :( Sorry about that!  Thursday was a rough day at work.  I had mentioned on my last post that I got some bad news about a coworker and that I was going to bed with a heavy heart.  A dear coworker of mine unexpectedly passed away on Wednesday night, it was ruled a suicide....and my heart hurts for her.  I feel like I should have done something that would have changed her mind.  I will always remember how funny and loving she was!  I am still in shock about this, I don't think it will become real to me until tomorrow at her funeral.  Work has been awesome with everything, they bought us  lunch on Thursday and snacks on Friday.  They are also being very accomadating to make sure we can all get to the funeral.  Last night I went to dinner with Donna and Papa.  Today I went shopping with Aunt Mary.  Then I took Papa for his birthday dinner, just the two of us.  It was very nice!  Now I am cuddled up on the couch watching a movie with papa, just him and I home tonight :)  I belong to this website pinterest.....and it allows you to keep "pinboards" that you can "pin" things on.  You can make different categories or boards.  One of my boards is "Words of Wisdom", it's probably my favorite board that I have.  I thought that I would take a few of the "pin" or sayings/quotes that are my favorites and share them with you and then describe why it's meaningful to me.

This is so true for me, because it pertains to Chad...it's hard waiting but I think it'd be harder if I gave up.  I don't know, something to think about.

Everyone always says that I am so quiet and that I don't talk much, however, if you were in my head you'd probably go crazy because it's going a mile a minute.  I sit back and observe and listen to everything surrounding me.

If it's true love, it never dies!

I am slowly learning this.....I'm always willing to help others but I don't like to let others in to help me, or be there for me, I hold it all inside until it starts to "boil" over.

I am proud of myself because I have done this.  Everything that I went through, and everything Chad did I have forgiven him for, which I guess allows me to love him more.  Don't get me wrong, I haven't forgotten, but I have forgiven him.  Not sure if that matters to him, or if he believes that, but it feels freeing in my mind/heart to me.

This is my motto....and I haven't given up on him.  I still believe and I still have faith in him.

So excited! I got the Kardashian book today!

Have a good night!
</3 Krysta