I didn't realize that I haven't written a blog since May 3rd....I can't believe it! I was reminded today that I haven't written a blog in awhile, so here I am. Let's see I have to look at my calendar to remind me of what I've done in the last week and a half. Friday the 4th I went and had dinner with my aunt Anna and my other aunt that I haven't seen in like 15 years. It was interesting to see her, kind of awkward though. Afterwards, aunt Anna and I went to the gym and worked out for a little bit. So my week from May 1st-May 5th was absolutely horrible. Tuesday I had that fight with my mom, Wednesday I had my fight with my sister, then Friday I had a little fight with Jeff (Donna's son)....I'll leave the details out because it's not really important for you all to know. This all moved into Saturday morning. I spent Friday night and Saturday morning crying. That week was just horrible....Jeff said some hurtful things, that Donna's his mom, and that he's blood and I'm not, etc. All of this really hurt my feelings because A: Donna sure is my mom too! B: just because I'm not blood doesn't make a difference. Who's there helping Donna all the time? Who brings her coffee? Who listens to her vent when she needs to? Who could go to any place to get food from and know exactly what she would order? Who sits with her when she has a weak moment and needs a shoulder to cry on? ME, ME, ME! I could keep going from that list but I think that proves my point. Now, I'm not saying that Papa, Jordan, or Malissa don't do any of these things as well, but her sons definitely wouldn't make the cut for most or every one of those questions. That's pretty sad! So that was just spectacular, NOT! Saturday May 5th I took Jordan and Julian (Jeff's son) to Barnes and Noble with me to just get out of the house, and away from Jeff and all the drama. We got coffee, cheesecake, and rice krispe treat. I had fun with those 2 little ones! Julian can sure suck down that coffee boy, let me tell you! We went to half price books and I bought each of them 2 books. Julian really likes to read, and I can appreciate that because I love to read. My aunt Mary always supported me in this area of my life, she would spend a ton of money on books for Malissa and I because it's a good thing. So for Julian, I did what my aunt taught me! Thanks auntie! To be honest, I don't really remember Sunday....I think we may have gone to Old Country Buffet but I'm not totally sure. My next week starts off way better! So last Monday I walk out to my car to leave for work, and there was a dozen red roses on the hood of my car!!!! Hmmm who could they ever be from? I knew who they were from, my bff Chad...how very thoughtful of him, wanted my week to start out better than my last week. That made my day! Tuesday Chad came over to watch a movie and we had a very nice time :) I'm so glad that I got up the courage to cross the line of just friends with him. I don't know why I didn't sooner. I told him today that I was writing to my friend and was talking about him, and wanted to tell him the way I described him. So here it is, so you all can hear it too. He looks at me like he never wants to stop, he hugs/holds me like he's never going to let go, and he makes me feel beautiful just how I am, doesn't make me feel self conscious of my body what so ever. That is why I wish I would have gotten the courage a long time ago. So, Chad if you are reading this...even though I already told you this, but you make me very happy and I hope it stays this way and more!
There's this song my Billy Currington called "Let me down easy" that I think of when thinking about Chad. Here's the video below...
My weekend was nothing to talk about. I got Donna a nice mothers day gift, a charm for her bracelet and a card with this cute book. The last 2 days at work have been super busy surprisingly. I had a little picnic dinner with my mom at the park tonight, we packed up before it started raining though. I brought Donna a coffee, got soaked in the Starbucks drive through and bringing in the coffee to her. Well there you have it everyone, you're all caught up with the makings of my life. I think I am getting better everyday, and I can actually say that I am a little happy....but I think it will keep going to a wonderful happiness. One last thing, I hear from others that a lot of people read my blog and like to hear about my life....if you have any comments or questions, please comment on my blog...don't be shy!
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